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<div style="RIGHT: auto"><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal; RIGHT: auto">Firstly, these are not just questionable substances by the state of california-- what happened Sunday was illegal and people should at least be clear about that if nothing else.</SPAN></div>
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<div style="FONT-STYLE: normal; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 0in; RIGHT: auto"><A href="" name=yui_3_2_0_20_13499949797531600></A><A href="" name=yui_3_2_0_20_13499949797531602></A><A href="" name=yiv482311216yui_3_2_0_20_13499949797533160></A><FONT style="RIGHT: auto" color=#000000><FONT style="RIGHT: auto" face="times new roman, new york, times, serif"><FONT size=3><SPAN style="BACKGROUND: none transparent scroll repeat 0% 0%">There are some definite problems with analogies being made here...</SPAN></FONT></FONT></FONT><BR><BR></div>
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<div style="FONT-STYLE: normal; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 0.2in"><FONT color=#000000><FONT face="times new roman, new york, times, serif"><FONT size=3>Whenever I perform a song at NB (and it has happened something like 5 times in the past 2+ years) I make a very loud announcement to the entire space telling people I'm about to use amplified sound and I ask if this will bother anyone. Only after doing this have I practiced a song, usually with the support of people there wanting to hear what it is. In the past year I have specifically talked with Mike Kan as well, because I know he is sensitive to loud sounds. I respect this and I side with him on enjoying an overall quiet and relaxing workspace. I have never argued with anyone about some imaginary right that I have to create noise disturbance in the space. </FONT></FONT></FONT></div>
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<div style="FONT-STYLE: normal; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 0.2in"><A href="" name=yui_3_2_0_18_1349997816786102></A>The essential difference with this though, is that I am /sober/ when doing this, so if someone like Rubin or anyone else needed me to turn down the volume or do something to accommodate, I can do that in a regular state of mind. People act very differently when they are strung out, and people did act differently on Sunday. People responded to me in a very confrontational and aggressive/mocking way which I don't believe would have happened had those people been sober.</div>
<div style="FONT-STYLE: normal; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 0.2in"><A href="" name=yui_3_2_0_18_1349997816786145></A><A href="" name=yui_3_2_0_18_1349997816786147></A>I am actually baffled by the fact that members of NB adamantly support illegal drugs in the space. No wonder people were using meth in the space last winter. </div>
<div style="FONT-STYLE: normal; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 0.2in; BACKGROUND: none transparent scroll repeat 0% 0%"><A href="" name=yui_3_2_0_18_1349997816786175></A><A href="" name=yui_3_2_0_18_1349997816786186></A><FONT color=#000000><FONT face="times new roman, new york, times, serif"><FONT size=3>To write this off as accepting NB as an anarchist space gives a really bad name to anarchist politics, among other things. It also suggests a link between anarchism and illegal drug use without any questions what-so-ever, which is also disturbing. And this has nothing to do with anyone being better than anyone else, it has to do with what kind of a space we want Noisebridge to be.</FONT></FONT></FONT></div>
<div style="FONT-STYLE: normal; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 0.2in">At the very least, as people have pointed out, this can lead to problems in keeping Noisebridge around. Part of that is alienating people that would otherwise enjoy learning about hacking and working on projects by having obvious, unavoidable, blatat, drug use in the space and making excuses for that to be okay. </div>
<div style="FONT-STYLE: normal; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 0.2in"><A href="" name=yui_3_2_0_18_13499978167861907></A>I am learning that I was very naïve as to what I thought NB is. Many collectives and communities are very intentional with creating supportive, sober, and safe spaces. This includes anarchist communities. Yes, people bring in beer once in a while but when people were drinking handles of vodka this was discussed as not being excellent behavior. I naively thought the same would apply to doing boxes of whippets for hours. </div>
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<DIV style="BORDER-BOTTOM: #ccc 1px solid; BORDER-LEFT: #ccc 1px solid; PADDING-BOTTOM: 0px; LINE-HEIGHT: 0; MARGIN: 5px 0px; PADDING-LEFT: 0px; PADDING-RIGHT: 0px; HEIGHT: 0px; FONT-SIZE: 0px; BORDER-TOP: #ccc 1px solid; BORDER-RIGHT: #ccc 1px solid; PADDING-TOP: 0px" class=hr contentEditable=false readonly="true"></DIV><B><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">From:</SPAN></B> Rubin Abdi <rubin@starset.net><BR><B><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">To:</SPAN></B> Susan Werner <heinousbutch@gmail.com>; Zach <organic_unity@yahoo.com> <BR><B><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">Cc:</SPAN></B> noisebridge-discuss@lists.noisebridge.net <BR><B><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">Sent:</SPAN></B> Thursday, October 11, 2012 12:48 PM<BR><B><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">Subject:</SPAN></B> Re: [Noisebridge-discuss] Use of Nitrous Oxide in the space on Sunday night<BR></FONT></DIV><BR>Susan Werner wrote, On 2012-10-10 14:01:<BR>> 3. The people using whippits
were making noisebridge an actively /hostile/ <BR>> space for a handful of people.<BR><BR>Susan: People doing anything in the space will make it actively an<BR>unpleasant place for a subsection of people. You framework of guidelines<BR>could be applied to anything, not just substances considered<BR>questionable in the state of California. Audio levels, cooking, choice<BR>of things to teach, the look and cleanliness of the space, simply who is<BR>in the space, the color of the calls, the occupancy level, sleepers,<BR>people playing video games, organizes commercial sports, anything could<BR>drive people away.<BR><BR>I could make the argument that Zach's choice in lyrical live<BR>improvisational music is really disruptive to my ability to work there<BR>and has cause me to on multiple occasions relocate to other parts of the<BR>building where I can't hear him, use headphones if I have them, or<BR>simply leave, which for the most part kills any ability
to collaborate<BR>with anyone else in the space.<BR><BR>Do I have a problem with Zach or him using a PA system in the space to<BR>bust flows out like no other? Absolutely not, it's Noisebridge and the<BR>space isn't mission critical for anyone. We share a very experimental<BR>and questionable space with a ton of people, and we're all into<BR>different things and that's ok, Noisebridge harbors all of the things.<BR>If Zach were to pipe fat rhythms and beats into my skull every second of<BR>me being present at Noisebridge, then I would talk with Zach and figure<BR>out a way to coexist where he can do his thing and I can do my thing,<BR>but that hasn't happened and I'm happy to share the space with him.<BR><BR>On the same round of thinking, Mike Kan hates it when there's loud music<BR>in the space (specifically I think he hates anything that sounds like<BR>rap, which some how to him is pretty much all music, but that's for an<BR>entirely different thread),
and when I'm in the space and it sounds<BR>stagnant, I tend to play music on the speakers we've got setup. No<BR>matter how soft or loud the music is, if Mike can hear it he gets<BR>annoyed. I've been a total dick to Mike numerous times by either denying<BR>that I'm playing the music, or simply turning it back up after he<BR>requests that I turn it down (we've totally gotten into remote volume<BR>control wars over the network). And Mike has called me out on this shit<BR>before. That's great and Mike is totally right for doing so! And I've<BR>totally respected him in doing so. No frame work needed.<BR><BR>We don't need frameworks or rules, we simply need to remind people that<BR>calling people out for their shit is an acceptable and totally excellent<BR>thing to do, but to also remember the space isn't specifically tailored<BR>for any one person or one grouping of person, other than people who self<BR>identify as hackers.<BR><BR>Zach: I think it was
great that you called out people on their actions<BR>making you uncomfortable and it sucks that they weren't as receptive to<BR>you and your concerns that they could have been.<BR><BR>As being someone in the space that night, and pretty much scheduling the<BR>party, I can say that there was a group of folks near the sewing<BR>machines being louder than normal. However I personally didn't have a<BR>problem with their routyness as the space was actively throwing a party<BR>and there were other areas that people could use just as well that<BR>weren't as loud. I can also confirm that a brain scanning device was<BR>used for science and many folks sitting around the table earlier in the<BR>eve were for the most part working on projects while also socializing<BR>with the group. I didn't observe any negative behavior towards anyone<BR>coming from that part of the space (but that isn't to say it hadn't<BR>happened).<BR><BR>With all that being said, I think
there's a major difference between<BR>calling someone out for being loud and disruptive in the space, versus<BR>questioning the usage of substances in the space (with second hand usage<BR>aside).<BR><BR>It's great that some folks on this thread are being receptive to Zach's<BR>message and I applaud that and would like to see some resolution to what<BR>sounds like people brushing him off at the party, but I'm really not to<BR>keen on this discussion deteriorating into some new founded necessity to<BR>police users of the space with whatever projects or experiments they<BR>want to conduct on their own bodies.<BR><BR>Thank you and god bless.<BR><BR>-- <BR>Rubin<BR><A href="mailto:rubin@starset.net" ymailto="mailto:rubin@starset.net">rubin@starset.net</A><BR><BR><BR><BR></DIV></DIV></div></body></html>