[Noisebridge-discuss] Consensus and the "old ways".
Jason Dusek
jason.dusek at gmail.com
Mon Oct 5 08:39:02 UTC 2009
I've discussed my recent posts with a few people. These
include Jake Applebaum, Shannon Lee, Jonathan Moore, David
Stainton and Leif Ryge.
Especially in my conversation with Jake and Shannon, feelings
ran high. Jake left the conversation really unsatisfied with
me. What I felt was "harsh rebuke" he found to be "malicious
attack"; he felt "unsafe" and I was literally unable to say
anything to that. Jake pledged to leave for a month and let me
know he had really tried his best to resolve the matter. I was
baffled.
I spoke with Shannon some time after Jake left us; as I said
to him at the time, it was clear that this had not worked out
at all well. It was only in my conversation with Jonathan this
evening, however, that I could see why it had not worked out.
As I explained to Jonathan, it seemed to me that I had a
choice between censuring Jake and simply tolerating a really
extreme style of conversation. However, Jonathan stressed that
there were other options available to me:
. I could have spoken with Jake or written him privately,
expressing my displeasure with his actions.
. Similarly, I might have written a few people who know Jake
better and suggested that this was really too much and that
some discussion was necessary. Indeed, this is what people
seem to have done with me.
. I could have written Dr. Jesus, expressing my sympathy for
Jake's rough handling of him.
In the face of my apparent refusal of these options, it's
understandable that Jake should take my approach as malicious,
as calculated to cause harm through public shame. For that,
I must apologize -- to Jake and to all of Noisebridge.
That I saw my options as so limited is now surprising to me; I
suppose it has to do with spending a lot of time in
online-only communities.
I would especially like to thank Shannon and Jonathan for
their patient clarifications. Shannon remained moderate and
stabilizing in the face of Jake's and my extreme agitation;
and his frank comments clarified for me the depth of my breach
with the community. Were it not for Jonathan's remarks this
evening, I might still be redrafting this apology.
That I have clarity on the nature of my error -- and something
definite to apologize for -- is a great comfort to me. I hope
my apology offers comfort to all of you.
--
Jason Dusek
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